Jesus Christ, guys, I'm twenty now. I don't really feel any different, but it's strange to think that I'm not a teenager any more. Thanks to everyone who wished me a happy birthday here or on Facebook :D It was a low-key day - I skipped classes and slept in today because it's been a bad week, and I think I'm coming down with something. And then had cake and sushi and played Shadowrun. Jon gave me Burning Crusade and a pair of sweet mirrorshades, so it was all pretty good.
The depression and anxiety have definately been rearing their heads again, in part because I'm worried about elections (when I go for something, I get really competitive - it's why I don't do cosplay contests any more), and in part because I've really dropped the ball on biochem class - I failed the first midterm, missed one major assignment completely, and am worried about failing the course. So I really need to buckle down and get studying on it. It's giving me terrible insomnia, though, and a very short temper.
But soon spring and the end of classes will be here, and things will be better.
The depression and anxiety have definately been rearing their heads again, in part because I'm worried about elections (when I go for something, I get really competitive - it's why I don't do cosplay contests any more), and in part because I've really dropped the ball on biochem class - I failed the first midterm, missed one major assignment completely, and am worried about failing the course. So I really need to buckle down and get studying on it. It's giving me terrible insomnia, though, and a very short temper.
But soon spring and the end of classes will be here, and things will be better.
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Date: 2008-03-13 09:26 am (UTC)From:And ha, yeah, I totally get you on the competitiveness. I'm running at the film society, and even though my competition is another sweet little Asian girl, I'm still tempted to shank her in the night. BECAUSE.
I'd suggest being your stealth ninja assassin, but that would probably mean attacking people from the club that I actually know, right? :(
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Date: 2008-03-13 10:34 am (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2008-03-14 02:18 am (UTC)From:I hope you have better luck next term. I didn't have very good luck this term either. UU
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