I hate it in when IRL problems with people get in the way of fan-fun. I really want to go to Tales of Anime, but man, do I know a horribly awkward situation when I see it. Yaoicon was bad enough, and I had lots of other people to back me up, in a way, there. Almost all of whom will be at Sakuracon that weekend (not saying Yaoicon was bad - I had fun. But it would have been a lot more fun if not for a few other people there). And I have to worry about that if I go to AB, too. Because it seems like everybody else is friends with Claudia again - I don't hate her or anything, but oh so awkward.
And yeah, going to Sakuracon is an option, but that con fills me with hate, on principle, and there are people I want to see at ToA, too.
And yeah, going to Sakuracon is an option, but that con fills me with hate, on principle, and there are people I want to see at ToA, too.
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Date: 2006-11-02 08:21 pm (UTC)From:And I know, although I think the next person who actually voices that sentiment where I can hear it may end up hurt >.> If I looked any more like any of the other RE characters, I'd do those - I'd love to do C:V!Claire, but no way can I pull that off. And we could look equally good and I think everyone would flock to you anyway - you have charisma, I don't. I just have to suck it up.
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Date: 2006-11-02 08:43 pm (UTC)From:I don't really think that's the issue here.
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Date: 2006-11-02 08:46 pm (UTC)From:What's not?