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practicality ([personal profile] practicality) wrote2005-08-28 06:55 pm
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Nevermind

Screw feeling abandoned, I now feel replaced. Did I really mean that little to you, that you can just do that? Fuck. I hate my life. And Calc 1, which is unfortunately part of my life.

I have a new copy of Good Omens and some new Fruits Basket, and somehow this doesn't cheer me up at all -.-

[identity profile] momijizukamori.dreamwidth.org 2005-08-30 04:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, you seemed to be perfectly happy with the idea at first. And #4 doesn't really count unless you had some other undisclosed plan for another FF7, because there is a difference between entering the masquerade, and entering with masquerade with _me_.

[identity profile] ext_126390 (from dreamwidth.org) 2005-08-30 05:00 pm (UTC)(link)
That was back when I completely trusted you, and thus 'because Cocoa wants me to' was a lot more important of a reason.

[identity profile] momijizukamori.dreamwidth.org 2005-08-30 05:05 pm (UTC)(link)
I offered to if you wanted me, and said as much. And by 'not particularly intriguing' I mean the ratio of interesting plot to really stupid gameplay (I maintain 'brute force' is not a valid boss-strategy any RPG should have) was such that if you had wanted it back, I wouldn't have been OMGdestroyed to mail it back to you. If you don't want it, then I'll probably start playing it again eventually when I'm bored enough to deal with really stupid boss fights, which is where I'm stuck. Which is more than I can say for KotOR, or MGS, or Goldeneye.

[identity profile] ext_126390 (from dreamwidth.org) 2005-08-30 05:08 pm (UTC)(link)
You never gave me a final answer, you gave me an "I'll play the game and see." Either way, though, I think I'd rather have a Yuri who actually enjoyed the game/likes the character.

And well, if you can't beat Dehuai (I assume it's Dehuai), your brute force isn't working very well, is it? ;)

[identity profile] momijizukamori.dreamwidth.org 2005-08-30 05:09 pm (UTC)(link)
...Well, you gave off the distinct impression that you were doing Devil's Trill, and that was your cosplay plan for AB. Which means none of those are getting done while I'm still here.

And I think Mara's sentiment is more that she doesn't want to be around you if you're going to secretly hate it and/or pretend nothing ever happened. Which, to be honest, you haven't shown any inclination of not doing, at least as far as I can see. Having hung around with two people who are secretly glowering at each other isn't an enjoyable experience for _anyone_ - I've been there.

[identity profile] momijizukamori.dreamwidth.org 2005-08-30 05:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, in the future, could you actually tell me these things, so they don't end up on my list?

Yes, it's Dehuai. And my brute force isn't very good because I am not Skuld, and actually believe in _strategy_.

[identity profile] ext_126390 (from dreamwidth.org) 2005-08-30 05:13 pm (UTC)(link)
No, Devil's Trill is for Otakon. But it's my top priority.

And I really don't think Mara has much to do with our discussion.

[identity profile] ext_126390 (from dreamwidth.org) 2005-08-30 05:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Tell you what, that you didn't give me a final answer?

My point was that if brute force isn't working maybe you should be using _strategy_.

[identity profile] momijizukamori.dreamwidth.org 2005-08-30 05:15 pm (UTC)(link)
...So...you're not cosplaying for AB? Going to AB? Something like that?

And you brought her up by saying you weren't doing groups because she doesn't want to see you. I was clarifying that particular remark.

[identity profile] ext_126390 (from dreamwidth.org) 2005-08-30 05:17 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm going to AB and cosplaying there, but I don't know what/how much I'm going to have time for before AB.

[identity profile] momijizukamori.dreamwidth.org 2005-08-30 05:18 pm (UTC)(link)
No, that you had someone else that was doing it.

I tried that too. Which means spending far too long leveling up, which I can't do because I'm low on health items and there isn't anywhere I can get them, I think.

[identity profile] momijizukamori.dreamwidth.org 2005-08-30 05:21 pm (UTC)(link)
...Well, if you leave it off until later to decide what you have time to do, you're, uh, not going to have that time any more. You've got eight months, which is a _lot_ of time if you use it wisely.

(Also, I won't press the issue, but...not talking about Mara will not make her or the problem magically go away.)

[identity profile] ext_126390 (from dreamwidth.org) 2005-08-30 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)
I didn't the last time I talked to you.

What level are you? Which characters? Are you using the right element for Fusion? (One of the guards on the lowest level of the stairs on the screen with the boss fight in it is a store. You'll miss out on a lot if you don't talk to people.)

... Um. You don't mean the first of the two boss battles with Dehuai in a row, do you?

[identity profile] ext_126390 (from dreamwidth.org) 2005-08-30 05:24 pm (UTC)(link)
What's so unclear about this? Once I know how much time Devil's Trill is going to take me, I'll decide what else to do. I'm going to finish it before I start on anything else.

There is no problem to "magically go away". And why must you be so condescending?

[identity profile] momijizukamori.dreamwidth.org 2005-08-30 05:26 pm (UTC)(link)
...I have no idea what you mean by that first sentence.

Yuri, Zhuzhen, and Margarte or however you spell it, who are the only three I can - don't remember the levels. I'm using the right element. I must have missed the guard I usually talk to everyone (mostly because in FFX, they give you free stuff!)

Which ever one is after the Badger Devil. Which I personally think is kind of a stupid evil creature - I mean, a _badger_?

(Congratulations, this is the most replied-to entry on my LJ)

[identity profile] ext_126390 (from dreamwidth.org) 2005-08-30 05:30 pm (UTC)(link)
The last time I talked to you, I hadn't asked Chris to do Yuri with me.

You must be really low level or doing something completely wrong, because Dehuai himself is like a mini boss fight. You've got a much harder one right after it, and I don't think you have time to save.

(I win...?)

[identity profile] momijizukamori.dreamwidth.org 2005-08-30 05:32 pm (UTC)(link)
...It seems logical to me to work on the costume that's for a con that's eight months away before working on one for a con that's twelve months away, but they're your costumes, not mine.

I don't intend to be - the fact that you blocked and defriended someone who you once considered a friend and then more or less vowed to never speak to again, and now are claiming that you're perfectly fine around isn't in any way anomalous at all?

[identity profile] ext_126390 (from dreamwidth.org) 2005-08-30 05:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, that's correct, they are my costumes.

I talk to and hang out with plenty of people who aren't my friends.

And telling me that something won't "magically go away" is most definitely condescending.

[identity profile] momijizukamori.dreamwidth.org 2005-08-30 05:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah.

It's probably low-level or bad luck. And you can save, I think - I tried looking up some guides on GameFAQs.

(I guess.)

[identity profile] ext_126390 (from dreamwidth.org) 2005-08-30 05:38 pm (UTC)(link)
(Hooray!)

[identity profile] ext_126390 (from dreamwidth.org) 2005-08-30 05:41 pm (UTC)(link)
... That up there was supposed to be a 'not going to finish it before I start on anything else'. I don't think I will, anyway. I'm not sure. Either way, Devil's Trill and possibly King of Swords are my only finalized plan(s).

[identity profile] momijizukamori.dreamwidth.org 2005-08-30 05:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, but you have to actually be on good terms with the person for it to work at all. It'd be like me trying to spend a day with Joni or something. It wouldn't work - there would be yelling after twenty minutes.

I think it depends on 1) what you feel is condescending and 2)tone, which doesn't carry well in written conversation. I could see how it could be condescending, if in a tone I didn't intend there. Otherwise, it's just the way I say things.

[identity profile] ext_126390 (from dreamwidth.org) 2005-08-30 05:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay, then, the conclusion is the same: there aren't going to be any cosplay groups with both me and Mara in them.

[identity profile] momijizukamori.dreamwidth.org 2005-08-30 05:45 pm (UTC)(link)
(Well, the fact that it was spent more or less arguing in a public space kind of diminishes the achievement.)

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