Well, the thing is, this goes beyond 'me' time. I always have 'me' time, it's one of those things that keeps me from going crazy, I think, because even when I'm enjoying myself amoung other people, I still need time on my own terms, to do what I want. This is...well, closer to true apathy, where I just don't care. And it worries me a little, because I'm edging back towards where I was when I really literally was a social recluse. I had all of two or three friends, and those were only the people who would talk to me, as opposed to me talking to them. And I know that I have some very strong escapist tendancies, and this isn't really helping them...I don't care enough to deal with the real world...so I just _don't_.
Hopefully things will get a little better come summer. And thanks ^^
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Date: 2004-06-14 06:12 pm (UTC)From:Hopefully things will get a little better come summer. And thanks ^^