I was totally about to post ranting about my missing biology textbook, when what should I spy the the spine of it sticking out from under my scarf and container of cookies but the binding. Life is funny like that sometimes.

Physics was in fact miserable - I know I totally futzed up the simple harmonic motion/traveling wave bits, and I think I also killed the interference questions, mostly because I couldn't remember exactly what the units the formulas are written for (m versus cm versus nm). Still, I think I passed, and that's the big thing for that class. Aiming for a 75% average for the year, but if I did really well on my other finals, I may be able to still manage it.

Now, studying for Bio and enjoying the sun for a few hours before Shadowrun tonight~

One final down, three to go! Today's was by far the worst of the bunch - only one before noon, and the only one of the science ones where nothing other than a few constants is provided (physics has a huge formula sheet, bio is open-notes), as well as the one where I need a good mark to make up for a crappy midterm. My many hours of studying paid off, though, and I will hesitantly say I did decently - probably not the 80% I'd like, but well. Tomorrow is English, which I'm reviewing notes for for the third time, and then Physics on Wednesday, which I've gone over the notes and formulae for, and just finished the last assignment for. So hooray, no more Mastering Physics! ...Until I possibly have to take 102 in third year (if I don't get into Microbi, I don't have to take it, so it's getting deferred).

And I totally got the best care package in the world from my mom today. Yeah, that's right, I have homemade chocolate chip cookies now. And my mom makes the best chocolate chip cookies. Unfortunately, I have no milk to go with them, which will be remedied in a bit. I also now have one of my birthday presents to myself, which was buying DDS2 with the last of my Christmas money. Of course, now I need to finish DDS1 (which I haven't had time/patience for in weeks, ugh) >.>

But not tonight. Tonight is Bravo reality competition shows, because I'm tired and just want to watch silly pretty fluff for a while.

I seriously have the worst luck with online games ever XD; I have yet to find a single one that I enjoy, long-term. They all either die, or I find myself getting dissatisfied.

I think I just need to find someone to solo with who can put up with eccentricities. Or write a lot of fic.

Can someone rec me some good Integra/Seras? Sakuracon gave me a craving for it.

Also, you know you've been hanging around Skuld and the Wargamers too long when you think '...I could sleep...or look at porn on 4chan!' and 4chan wins (mind, I don't post, just leech).

Essay word count: 1351/~1500

Hooray, not going to be pulling an all-nighter tonight to finish this! I need a conclusion, line references, a few quotations, and some overall editting for coherency - I need to refine what I'm trying to argue so I can make this thing less horribly, horribly disjointed.

Also sent in two job apps last night, one for BC Ferries, and one for an organic grocery store chain that Reva recommended. Fingers crossed that something comes of this - I'm also going to probably go down and apply at Safway this weekend, and see if I can find someone who actually knows something about the Housing and Conferences job.

And I really, really need some caffiene. I've been typoing like crazy all morning.

So, I had really wanted to come home and just chill today, maybe play some DDS, catch up on tv shows, that sort of thing. And then I thought about my schedule, and realized that ahaha, not happening. It's not actually as bad as it was pre-con (mostly because there's no sewing to be done), but it's still a bit crazy. For everyone else's amusement, my next two weeks:

Tuesday: Work, 8-11:30pm
Wednesday: Classes 10-3, Shadowrun 6-9ish
Thursday: Classes 10-12, Mood Management group 1-3, Work 8-11:30pm
Before Thursday: Cover letter for BC Ferries job app, apply at Choices, 5 page paper on role of women in Cymbeline, The Spanish Tragedy, and Paradise Lost
Friday-Sunday: Study, study, more studying, panic, study, run around like a chicken with it's head cut off, study. Do last Mastering Physics problem set
Monday: Chem final 8:30-11am
Tuesday: English final 3:30-6pm
Wednesday: Physics final 12-2:30
Thursday: Biology final 12-2:30
Friday: Acquire hard liquor and a friend to share it with (probably Yana). Drink and watch ridiculous yaoi anime.

I'm starting today with doing up an outline and intro paragraph for my paper, and printing out some reaction equilibria problem sets, because Chem is by far the final I'm most worried about - had a 60% on the second midterm, which because of my prof's system won't actually destroy my grade, but it's definitely a warning that I need to get my ass in gear.

Oh, and con report won't be written and up for a while, but I do have photos for your enjoyment! They're all up here (and yes, I'm aware of how totally ghetto my Isamu outfit is. It'll get fixed for next con).

So, I am about to leave for the Physics Lab from Hell, and then, it is off to catch the bus to go to Sakuracon. As such - to everyone going Anizona and ToA this weekend, have a fabulous time and take lots of photos, and I will be doing the same, and to everybody else - will see you Sunday night. Cosplay order by day is going to go something like Ada - Leon - Isamu, although Isamu may get worn other days too if the other two get too uncomfortable.

And many thanks to the people who offered resume advice last night - I unfortunately don't have time to reply to all the comments right this second.

Julie and I are both big Project Runway fans, so there has been a lot of Tim Gunn-quoting over the last few days. We're almost done with the costuming, though, which is good - I need to spend about ten minutes to touch up some of the hems on Rinoa, and Chiaki's belt is only about a third done, mostly because it's very time consuming. After that...packing, and some provisioning via the meal plan, and then running around like a maniac tomorrow to get to the bus by three.

And, because I'm horribly indecisive - which should be my comfy back-up costume, Hatori, or mafia!Leon? They're both about equally done and easy to pack - Hatori might be a little more recognizable, but it's minimal.

Another hell-week draws to a close, although I still have a Chem midterm to pass.

On the cosplay front, the main bits of Rinoa's duster are cut and sewn, although I still need trim to finish the edges, and we need to paint the wings on. Chiaki is nearing done - have a few seams on the bustline left to sew, and then the collar - bustline should be done tonight, I think. Going to have to hit up Dressew tomorrow after my work lunch (free all-you-can-eat Japanese? I can't say no) - the hours are terrible, which means most weekdays are right out.

On the lab front - not so good. My one big 'possibly' said she doesn't have anything at all this summer, and confirmed two of my big fears - funding is really thin at the moment, which means that nobody has any money to pay undergrads, and the microbi department at least prefers upperclassmen with more experience. Microbiolgy and Immunology here is a very lab-intensive program, which is in some senses totally awesome, but it also brings a few negatives - this, and the fact that program admission is limited by the number of seats in the lab classes. I got another possibly from someone else - he said to e-mail him again this past Monday to arrange a meeting time, I did, and he never e-mailed me back. Which means I have to write another one today sometime. If this doesn't work out...it may be time to call it quits for the moment, if only because I need to put time and energy into finding a job that will actually pay me.

Almost summer break. So close...

My grandfather passed away early this morning, in the nursing home. He's been there the last few years, and his dementia had gotten so bad that when I visted him at Christmas, I'm not sure he was even entirely aware there were other people there - there was a certain implicit understanding at the time that it might be the last time I'd see him.

We were never that close, particularly the last few years, so I'm not really deeply devastaed...more of a deep emotional weariness than anything else. I'm a little concerned about my dad and my grandmother, though.

The memorial service is two weeks from Friday - I'm not going because it's the weekend right inbetween the end of classes and the beginning of finals, and while I might be able to get some stuff moved, it still wouldn't be worth it, really. He donated his body to Harvard Medical School, so there's going to be an interment sometime later.

Comments are off because I don't really feel like talking about this (which means no *hugs* or anything, please. Love you all, I just want to move on from this).