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practicality ([personal profile] practicality) wrote2006-02-20 01:58 am

Insomnia And Other Problems

I have a problem. It in of itself is simple, but a solution is more complicated. I am an incurable packrat. Anybody who's ever been into my room probably knows this all too well - I save everything. I have four years worth of movie ticket stubs in my wallet. I probably have my school notebooks going back to middle school, and I know I have the little yearly portfolios going back to third grade. I'm not sure why I do it - I think a lot of it is that I get emotionally attached to objects really easily, particularly if they have memories associated with them. This may be because my memory in of itself isn't so great, I dunno. But it's beginning to get wildly out of control. I have so much stuff, and I don't have space to put it all. My room is a wreck because trying to clean it usually just ends up shifting the mess to some other part of the room. And I have no idea what to do about it - I'm practically incapable of throwing things out or giving them away, and I don't think I could deal with selling stuff off, even the tons of old books I've got. Argh.

Also, I knew reading Aishuu's Alter Egos right after watching The Sixth Sense on TV and right before going to bed was a bad idea. It has given me too much food for thought, and the desire to go off and do some research for some of my own characters, but it's two am and I have Calc at ten. I hope my motivation holds through until I have some free time, probably Tuesday afternoon.

[identity profile] momijizukamori.dreamwidth.org 2006-02-20 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
A bit XD; Mostly because I've been RPing Touya with a friend as Yuki recently, and we haven't quite reached the whole Yue issue. And it reminded me of a bunch of stuff I need to research for some of my own characters and their messes of problems.

(Also, was going to e-mail you about this - you've got a little error in the second paragraph of the prologue. Paradise Regained is by John Milton. Dante wrote the Divine Comedy, and while there are similaries, they would have hated each other other XD; Catholic versus Protestant thing)

[identity profile] ext_9897 (from dreamwidth.org) 2006-02-20 09:58 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm aware of that error, but my policy is not to change a fic after it's out since i would spend forever editing old fics, and not working on new ones. It's like publishing; once it hits print, it can't be changed.

I still love Yuki, though. He remains a fav.

[identity profile] momijizukamori.dreamwidth.org 2006-02-20 10:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah, okay ^^ I undertand the ideal.

Yeah...been out of the fandom for years and then Jesse managed to drag me back in and remind me why I love those two ^^