practicality

So after two stupidity-induced PC deaths in Shadowrun last week, we had another three tonight in Earthdawn, this time including me, mostly because I kind of got strong-armed into a suicidally stupid plan, and wiped with no dice rolls on my part. I'm honestly really upset by this, because there was a ton I wanted to do with Jorim that I never got done. I hope I can reuse him in the future, but it's kind of unlikely. I'm kind of at a loss as to what to do, because the rest of the party is really combat-oriented, which I'm not as interested in playing.

School stuff has also been crazy this week, which is not helping my mood. Why can't it be winter break yet?